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Sep 12, 2006 - 10:05 PM |
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I went to Publix orientation today. I cut my hair down to near the fuckin skull too. I've gotten really...pissed/depressed over having to chop it off for this job. I still have a few locks of it left here I kept just to remind me. I loved my beard, I loved my long hair. But, all for naught now. I just can't get used to it being gone. It was what I wanted, it was what I liked. It fuckin' sucks so much.
My grandfather broke his leg on Sunday and had bleeding in his brain (which ended up to be nothing significant thank god), and in addition to the Buccaneers completely geting railed made this week instantly suck. Not to mention now the drastic change in my appearance as well compiled that suckage.
I know eventually, once I quit at Publix, which I know will be before the years out (I only got this simple job to get some quick money and a good reference), I'll get a job at an EB or a Gamestop. At which point, I can at least go back to the long hair + beard look that I love. Thats the best spin I can put on things.
Too add to the crapiness, we're still close to losing everything here; TV, internet, and possibly the house. We got an alomoney check in last week, and that's patching the wound like a bandaid at the moment, but I dunno how long that'll last for us. We have no outlet, all the credit cards are maxed, no extra money whatsoever.
I feel like shit right now, and I gots to work at 9am's. Fuckin' niggers.
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