Asia Carrera....SAD.

This thread is a non-pornographic thread. Earlier this month Asia Carrera's husband died in a car crash. They have one kid and another one on the way. This is something from Asia's website: "06/11 - ...and the fairy tale comes to an end. The police just left my house. Don was driving home from a business meeting in Las Vegas, and he got into an accident and rolled the Jeep. He's dead. He's never coming back to me. My husband, my soulmate, my other half, the one I was meant to grow old with. I'm almost 8 months pregnant with a son he will never get to see, and I have a one year old daughter who will never be able to remember anything about her father... and he was such a GOOD father to her, she was such a daddy's girl you wouldn't have believed it! Now she'll just have to take my word for it when I tell her how much daddy loved her, because she's too young to remember him for too much longer. Oh god, how that breaks my heart. How am I going to go on without him? How am I going to get a job at almost 8 months pregnant, with a one year old baby??? I couldn't go back to porn even if I wanted to, I'm much too huge. My ex-hubby, Bud Lee, is driving out here in the morning with another good friend of mine, and they are going to help me get through this. Somehow. If anyone wants to make a charitable donation to a pregnant widow who doesn't know how she's going to raise these two babies on her own, there's a spot on my sales page where you can donate up to $100. If anyone wants to send more than that (I'd be forever grateful!), you can use my Paypal Account, to address asiac@asiacarrera.com (that's asiaC@, not just asia@). I trust that no one out there is heartless enough to misuse that email address at a time like this. Oh god how I wish I could wake up from this nightmare. My life went from being a dream come true to hell on earth in just an instant. Please keep me in your thoughts and send me strength! I've got to get through this for my two little babies, otherwise I swear I'd have nothing to live for anymore. But I have no choice, I will do the best I can for Catty and Devin, somehow, some way, I must..."

Something else: "06/26 - Today was a pretty good day. It's a little after 9 pm and I haven't even cried yet today. That's a first so far. I was able to take Catty out to do some stuff today because my loyal assistant dictator bought Catty a dvd player for the car. She loves it - thank you me2! Ok, since I am not going to vent about anything today, I will explain why I am asking for donations. I know the media made me out to be this financial wizard, and I guess I WAS, at one time. When I was around 27, I had a lot of money invested in the stock market. I had almost enough to buy a nice house in LA for cash, which is a lot of money for a 27-year old kid to have saved up. But then came the tech collapse, the stock market tanked, and I lost half my savings overnight. I was sick about it, but I know bigger and better people than me got burned, so what could I do? All I could do was keep working and keep saving.

But then came another knockout punch, my boyfriend of 5 years got deported back to England, and my world just fell apart. I suffer from extreme co-dependancy, in addition to social phobia, so I was trapped at home alone with my overwhelming grief. I worked just enough to pay my bills and keep travelling to England every few months to see my boyfriend, and I saved nothing. In fact, I am ashamed to admit, I developed a terrible online gambling addiction, and blew through half of my savings yet again, over the next two years. I never cashed out, because I didn't want to stop gambling - then I would have to feel my loneliness and despair! There were days I wouldn't even get out of bed because I couldn't see any reason to. The rest of the time I spent gambling and blowing my savings.

Then I met Don... and everything turned to sunshine in an instant, I was so freakin' happy every day! We were SO in love, SO fast, it was a true fairytale come to life! He moved in after two weeks, we were engaged after a month, married at 3 months, moved to Hawaii and got pregnant 3 months after that. The happiness just never stopped, it seemed too good to be true! Well, I guess it was... *sigh* ok, where was I...

So anyway, I kicked my gambling addiction after I met Don, because I didn't need that emotional crutch anymore now that I had him. But all I had left was 1/4 of the savings I'd had before the market crash, and I used that to put a down payment on this house when we found out I was pregnant. So the last of my money went into this house. I make a little money off the site each month, but that was just "fun money", to buy toys for Catty and stuff, not enough to pay the bills. Don paid all the bills, and he was happy to do it. He never wanted me to go back to porn, he wanted to take care of me, and I wanted to be a loving fulltime mommy to his babies.

However Don had nothing in the bank either. He was a "live for the moment" kind of guy, he figured "it's just money, I'll make more" and he didn't really talk to me about what was up with the finances. And I didn't ask because it wasn't my business. I was happy to just worry about the babies and not money for the first time in my life! But when I asked him about life insurance and even got the forms for him, he put them aside on his desk and said he'd take care of it when business picked up a little. And of course, as you now know, he never wound up getting any.

Bottom line, I'm scared because we have nothing in the bank. And if you ever read my essay on "Why I Did Porn" on the bio page, you know that when I ran away from home I had nothing at all, and did things I didn't want to do just so I could eat and have a place to sleep. And I have had a deep-seated fear ever since of being put back in that position. Having kids to worry about now only makes it worse! I don't want to be standing on a street corner with two babies, begging for money!! I just don't have the "everything will work itself out" mentality, because I've BEEN on that street corner with nothing, and it is an experience I am terrified of repeating!!

Ok, so there you have it, the whole truth and nothing but the truth, the whole reason why I'm asking for donations from you, my loyal fans. And I thank everyone from the bottom of my heart who has helped me out so far, with donations, kind words, Walmart giftcards, baby clothes, books on grieving, and talking to me in the chatroom. All of it, every bit of it is SO appreciated, thank you thank you thank you. Ok, guess I'll wrap this all up with another reprint of the donation info in case anyone missed it: (yes, it is totally humiliating for me to ask you guys for money, but when I look at Catty and my 8-month pregnant belly, I just feel so scared for the future! ARGH!!)"
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Talk about shooting yourself in the foot. Makes me want to do a better job of planning for my future. I feel bad for her and especially her kids. Well, I can't think of anything else to say.

xman25

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Life does suck sometimes. How could someone love a porn star? Yuck.

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Considering she's already got the skills, it seems more ideal that she, you know... WOULD FUCK FOR MONEY.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Maybe she'll become a two-bit hooker this time instead of a glam porn star.

OR, she could just hook up with another rich fuck. I'm not worried about her.

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Oh, but I am worried about her, you see. What if, by chance, her videos stop flying off the shelves and she somehow develops deep-seeded self-esteem issues in which she refuses to lend that fine ass to be creamed up and down on film for the pleasure of millions of internet and Red Light District pervs?

WHAT WILL HAPPEN THEN?

I was speaking idiomatically.

She'll lose her kids, kill herself, and the pictures will be posted all over Rotten.com for us to see.

I'd rather see my scenario. There's plenty of slant eyes to go around in porn these days.

move to sewers, plz.

What kind of toxic man-thing is happening now?

Originally Posted by Prosthetic

She'll lose her kids, kill herself, and the pictures will be posted all over Rotten.com for us to see.

I like where this is going.

FELIPE NO

I went to her website, and I think it's particularly funny how she went from being one of the most famous pornstars in America, to being just another online geek, reliant on her web blogs to get by in life.

And she almost seems regretful of her life as a porn star....not wanting to expose her kids to that sorta thing. If she continued to make videos that would most likely have some sort of impact on her kids.
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And Sir VG will be waiting right around the corner for them
*shudder*

What, you don't want my bikini-clad body?

Originally Posted by Tama8-chan

And Sir VG will be waiting right around the corner for them
*shudder*

I knew someone would make this comment. I just didn't want it to be me, for once.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

how can you hide that kind of history from your kids? Someone in school is surely gonna find out someday one way or another...

There's nowhere I can't reach.

"HEY I KNOW YOU JERKED IT TO ME ONCE. YOU OWE ME NOW, ASSHOLE!"

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Ahahah, she's asking for money. And you'll give it to her too, you gullible saps. Haven't you guys learned what "camwhore" means yet? Five'll get you ten that she's plenty solvent, and just looking to supplement her diminished income with whatever she can wring from her pathetic internet fans.

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

Funnily enough, she actually sounds like white trash.

DAMN! I need to find that damn webcam gif where some white chick jiggles her boobs on her webcam, then her dad walks in.
LOL! Fuckin BEST ever!

I was speaking idiomatically.

She sounds awfully strange when asking for money (on the first 6/11 blog). The whole thing just sounds wrong. I kinda agree with monkey king, she's milking whatever's left in this cow, and there's probably more than just a little fans left with enough idiocy to pay her for nothing.

On a side note, Tama you MUST find that GiF.,.. YOU MUST.

What kind of toxic man-thing is happening now?

This pornstar discussion reminds me of an old thread here. Some chap met a porn star he thought was pretty or some junk. Shook her hand, thought about all the pricks she'd jacked and promptly went to a sink =p Eheheh. Good times.

I laughed out loud when I saw her mention sending in donations. I'm sure she's putting on some sob-show to sponge money. The average person would lose a lover and stay silent for it, not beg for table scraps. I'm sure she has enough money to *try* for a college education or some crap.

Meanwhile, despite her statements of being huge, it MIGHT be because she's eight months pregnant. Porn stars and their logic =I

I've seen uglier women working at the backstreets and behind old gas stations doing business if you get my drift. There's always fatty-pr0n but she's not good enough for the genre at all she claims!

My point?... If you can't cook in a gourmet restaurant, you'd be best off working in a McDonalds somewhere.

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I met a pornstar once, and started a thread about it ages ago. It wasn't very well received though.

I think her best bet at this point is to make a collection of her blogs and put them into an autobiography. I'm sure she'd have no problem finding a publisher with such a tragic story filled with gambling additions and fucking for money. It sounds like she's already in the habit of writing a bunch of crap through her blogs. Then she could go on a book tour and make a fortune.

Or she could just sell her kids.

What, you don't want my bikini-clad body?

OMG my husband died! SO SAD!

Pornstars aren't people. Fuck off.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

She's been fucked by over 500 guys, I bet. She's sucked countless numbers of dick. Given how many hand jobs?

Her husband was actually able to kiss her in the mouth? Hold her hand while they were walking? Remain faithful? Bullshit.

I wonder if there were ever times where she didn't want to give it up for him, haha.

There's nowhere I can't reach.

For T8C:

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

She better learn from Tawnee Stone. I mean, she has been 19 y/o since 2001!

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

Originally Posted by Ulysses

For T8C:

Hahahahahaha Ulysses you are a GOD...!@!!

The look on her face, PRICELESS!!!!!!!!!!

Prosthetic you did make me realise how gross it would be to be a porn star's boyfriend O.o

I was speaking idiomatically.

It all reminds me of the whole M.C. Hammer thing. Really, it does.

How are you a porn star for some 10 or whatever amount of years, and I know she was probably pulling a hell of lot of amount of money, and yet you don't have shit in the banK?

So it's official, Asia Carrera is the M.C. Hammer of Pr0n.

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How ya doing, buddy?

Originally Posted by Megalith

Who cares.

Transformers teaser coming like what.

For truth.

Also, why isn't she that hot? That's like -100 on the care-o-meter right there.

FELIPE NO

Well her main 'unique' point was that she is a semi-asian looker with a body that ain't worked ground-up that takes it up the ass. a winning formula, and the peircings help, too.

Yes i agree she ain't hot, but she does stand out a little. Sunny Leone still beats her anyday hands down, only Sunny doesn't do hardcore
Yes i'm a porn addict

What, you don't want my bikini-clad body?

The only porn star I thought was attractive was Riley Mason. The others can go die in a dumpster.

Jam it back in, in the dark.