So I fall for my friend..

Just suck it up. I'm kind of in the same situation as you. I'm tired of my best friend dating all these weird guys, but I gotta suck it up and support her. Because the moment she breaks up with the crappy boyfriend she had, I'm gonna be the first person to help her through the situation.

As much as I wanna tell her I like her, I can't since it would just make things awkward between us and that's pretty much the last thing I want between us.

So just suck it up and be there for her. She'll (hopefully) appreciate it more that way that even through all her troubles, she'll still have a shoulder to cry on after it's all said and done.

Jam it back in, in the dark.