Ill

How many people can relate to a continual battle between mind and body? I constantly feel tired, and it's only by sheer willpower that I ever get anything done. Mentally I am willing to put in the effort to get things done, whether that's working or even just getting up in the mornings. My body has other ideas however. I am always shaking; not violently (well, sometimes I do) but enough to make the majority of tasks quite difficult (writing, playing the piano etc). My limbs always feel heavy as well; it's like I've been out running all night or something because when I wake up the next day I feel so fatigued it's ridiculous. It's really pissing me off because I want to get things done but I can't because of how tired I am.

Another thing is that every morning when I wake up I feel really sick. Thing is, if I tell myself over and over that I'm not ill then I can ignore the feeling, but it happens every day and I don't even know what's causing it. Does anyone have any advice?

Jam it back in, in the dark.

I think I will make an appointment; it's just that when I tell my doctor a few of the symptoms I've been experiencing, she can't find anything wrong with me, and I never know what to do afterwards. Maybe if I'm sure to outline all of the physical symptoms she might draw a different conclusion. It's been a long time since I had a check-up anyway. Thanks for the advice from all of you.

There's nowhere I can't reach.