Strange relationships.

I guess I'm pretty strange when it comes to being in a relationship. I've never been in a relationship that has lasted under a year so far, because I find myself dedicated to the person I am with. However...

I'm starting to think I have a sexual dysfunction. It's a weird thing to admit, but I don't find myself "in the mood" as much as normal people would have me believe was normal. I know it's not a case of finding my partner unattractive; I am known to have my moments, however rare, and it is actually quite impossible for me to find anyone other than my partner sexually attractive. Yet I seem to find that I have little if any interest in sex whatsoever. I love everything about relationships, up to and including feelings before and after making love, but having sex is rarely something I find myself motivated for. I have to question myself, especially since my partners (past and present) seem to be a lot more sexually active than myself. Is there something wrong with me?

Jam it back in, in the dark.

I think for my current partner it's more an issue of crushing insecurity; he is quite literally riddled with worry about himself as he has had incredibly harrowing experiences in past relationships, and maybe feels a need to prove himself. I believe that would explain why he feels it is necessary to be so sexually active, but that would not explain my past relationships. It sometimes makes me question whether I should be in one or not, but it is only the issue of my almost complete lack of a libido that makes me doubt myself. Everything else feels so right =/

How ya doing, buddy?