Frog

Member 4214

Level 6.55

Mar 2006

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Apr 10, 2006, 03:57 PM
Local time: Apr 10, 2006, 03:57 PM
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What should I do?
Ok, this is long.. so yeah.
Last year in November I called my friend Taylor again, someone I had known since we were weee lil children. We hadn't talked in about a year since the break we had, which resulted very badly( I was a complete asshole) Well I felt like calling her this day because it was not to long after her Bday and wanted to wish her a happy one. We started talking alot again.. and I started developing feelings again. She said she was too. My birthday came around and she gave me quite the birthday presnt*wink* which was.. well yeah. Then it was Christmas break and she started sneaking out everynight to hangout with me. So after about a week of this we were back together again. We were doing great, aboslutely wonderful. Then, in February on the 14th I gave her a Vday gift of course and she seemed really upset as if something was really bothering her.. I had no idea what was up and the next day she brokeup with me. She told me the day before she loved me and then she broke up with me saying "I never had any feelings for you.. I was just wishing I would but they never came.... I mean didn't I tell you I'd never have feelings for you again.", I said "Well, yeah you did.. but if you never did then why did you let all this happen again... you've bassically been lying to me for the past few months", she says " No... I wasn't lying" , "Well you're lying now then", "No", "Then this makes no sense". Well, probably a week or so after that she is with my best friend. It really pissed me off. Then her Bestfriend calls me up wanting me to hang out with me (we aren't to gether and we won't be, just friends) well Taylor calls me and tells me how much she hates the fact that her friend and I are hanging out, I told her it's no different than her and my best friend except i'm not dating hers but she seems to think it's no the same.. that she was right in what she did but i'm not right in what i'm doing. So now.. we don't talk anymore, and I still have feelings for her. As soon as I think i'm ok with everythign and i'm gonna get over it all.. she calls me again.. or something happens to remind me of her. I'm so fucking confused. I just wanna tell her to fuck off and go to hell for all the shit she caused and then at the same time make it all work out again. Any suggestions?
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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