What If...

Originally Posted by Chie

I've wondered how many people have had any real doubts in their lives.
I have recently had one of my best friends move away several states away and I miss her very much. All we did was give a warmhearted farewell but I wish we would have spent some more time together just for the heck of it.
This brings "what if" into the picture. What If we could have gone out for a whole day just to chill and spent our remaining moments together with some of our closest friend to make her feel like she really matters.
We stay in touch with the power of the internet but I was wondering if she would have really wanted something like that. Maybe I let her down and proved myself as a bad friend and I feel kinda guilty for that.
I don't know when I'll be able to see her again but whenever that happens I'll make sure to make it up to her somehow even if she feels like it isn't necessary.

Does anyone else have any moments in which you feel you should have done or gone somewhere.

I had this friend who died in a car accident a year ago. It just seemed so final and irrevocable a decision. I would have loved to have given her a big hug and said bye first. It sucked.

Jam it back in, in the dark.