Procrastination

I usually never procrastinate, and when I do it's only for long-term assignments like projects and essays.

But recently after watching Brokeback Mountain I haven't been concentrating WHATSOEVER and I haven't even finished my short-term homework I usually turn in on time. I can't stop it, I sit down at my desk to do homework and I start tingling with thoughts and I just... sit. Last time I fell into one of those 'trances' I sat there doing absolutely nothing but breathing for almost 1 hour, until my friend called on the phone.

So I know a lot of you will say "It's just a movie, it's fake!", and seriously, I didn't even enjoy it TOO much (It isn't part of my top 3 movies) and I'm not even gay. But I can't stop thinking about it and I WANT to cry over it but I can't muster up the tears... I just get chills and chills and chills and it won't ever come out...... I guess this relates to the topic because I seriously cannot concentrate, and all my friends ask me if I'm "alright" and I just say "yea"... Erm, I know this might not be the place to talk about stuff like that but I don't have anyone else to talk to.

Well..... I'm just typing this stupid post up on this forums so I can get it out; ignore it if you will, I didn't want to start a thread about it so I picked a familiar topic. Just for bringing it up.

Jam it back in, in the dark.