Deciding not to bother.

I usually get the "don't bother" feelings when theres someone or someting new in my life. It feels like time is much better spent getting to know the new person or thing, so I blow off other more mundane responsibilities. I'll take time out to do more exciting and adventurous things.

I can't say I really blow off work too much, though. I have once or twice in the summertime where I just want a break and I take a day off to go putz around in the woods or something.

But sometimes, on the weekend or holiday, I'm supposed to be DOING things - when I just say "fuck it, I'm not doing it" and I lay in bed and chill all day. Everyone needs a "personal" day once and a while to kick back and do absolutely nothing.

Jam it back in, in the dark.