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 Member 122 Level 55.02 Mar 2006 
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Benjamin issues (no, not the GFF one)
OK. So yeah. There's this guy, my best friend from High School. Wonderfully charismatic individual, fun to be around, blah blah blah. He was the first guy that I honestly fell in love with who actually loved me in return.
Problem with that is: he's straight, so he doesn't love me the way I love him. It's still there, but it's different. So, when I start the arduous process of extricating myself from the closet, he's one of the first people I tell. He's OK with it and all until I tell him about how I felt about him. He seems OK for a few days, but then he comes back and starts blaming me for all this shit that had been happening in his life. This fucking hurts, but I deal with it somehow. Last I heard, all that he does is drugs. I can't forgive him for saying the shit that he said to me and I can't forgive myself for my perception that I helped him along the road to where he is now. Yeah, go check my journal for ANGSTY SONG LYRICS that pretty much sum stuff up. My question is this: These are emotions from 6 years ago. I haven't talked to him in 5. What the hell is wrong with me? How ya doing, buddy? It was lunchtime at Wagstaff.
Touching butts had been banned by the evil Headmaster Frond. Suddenly, Tina Belcher appeared in the doorway. She knew what she had to do. She touched Jimmy Jr's butt and changed the world. |
Member 122 Level 55.02 Mar 2006
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Yeah, I'd say he was bothered to be the object of attraction. Thing is, I wasn't humping his leg. Hell, he was usually the one to initiate any sort of physical contact (well, extent of hugs, but yeah.) So yeah. Some days I just wish my heart would rot and I could be emotionless.
Whee robotics. There's nowhere I can't reach. It was lunchtime at Wagstaff.
Touching butts had been banned by the evil Headmaster Frond. Suddenly, Tina Belcher appeared in the doorway. She knew what she had to do. She touched Jimmy Jr's butt and changed the world. |
Member 122 Level 55.02 Mar 2006
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This was a complete thing. If it was just a crush, I'd probably be over this emotionally by now. And Rockgamer, I haven't seen him online/in person in forever, so it'd be difficult to actually talk to him.
This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it. It was lunchtime at Wagstaff.
Touching butts had been banned by the evil Headmaster Frond. Suddenly, Tina Belcher appeared in the doorway. She knew what she had to do. She touched Jimmy Jr's butt and changed the world. |
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