So I fall for my friend..

Sooooo I agree with the rest.. cept LZ, but I laughed at least. lol

Pretty much you have to see things as unselfishly as possible. If she was so close to you and goes to date someone else, she either a) doesn't think you like her [which .. doesn't seem to be the case] or b) has no interest.

The fact of the matter is, you should be happy she's happy, and support her decision. This is what defines actual love for someone. It's not easy to do, but I've had to do it, so I'm betting you can cross the threshold too.

Good luck, and remember your friendship is more valuable than anything else. Maybe she'll see how great you are from all of this, and maybe she won't. What really matters is she is happy, and that you're there to support her if it falls apart.

Jam it back in, in the dark.