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Jun 11, 2007 - 11:00 PM |
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Been feeling down lately... |
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Past few weeks, I've been feeling down. I guess you could say I'm depressed. Fortunately, I don't feel like hurting myself. And I can't really see a definite reason for this. School is over, the holiday is beginning... what's there to be sad about? But something just feels wrong about me.
Well, one of the reasons might be that I'm lacking social activity. After the drama production I was involved in, I met a lot of great girls (one who I think liked me since she did try to kiss me, unless she was hungry and wanted to taste me o_o). That time was rare cause I rarely meet new people. I'm usually anti-social and just chill at the back with my old friends. But this time, I was mad pimping, playing the piano, getting hugs. xD
But after the production, I went downhill from that. 90 degrees downhill. I suddenly lost interest in everything. My great friends suddenly became "boring" but obviously, it was me. I guess after having such a great time at the drama thing, everything seemed stale in comparison. Back then I was able to joke around and have fun. But now, I feel like a rock. No, a rock is more interesting than me. I'm trying to interact with my friends but I'm basically speechless. I just give short answers and end the conversation.
What's weird is I think this happened to me last year but I can't remember. I felt like crap and I didn't want to do anything. It eventually went away, of course. But it's worrying me. I'm leaving Toronto to London for University. I'm being placed in a new environment with new faces. I'm going to have to make new friends. I really hope this wears off before then.
In the mean time, going to play FFXII, piano, and TFC <3
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) The sound made me speechless. And don’t worry (psh), I got great quality recordings (in terms of sound, not playing of course xD). I was too busy eyeing the hawt receptionist that organized the event. (Is that a good enough excuse for my crappiness? It better be. >_>) 
