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Oct 8, 2012 - 07:53 AM

Black Superman

I never knew. Makes me wonder if there is a Hispanic superman. Someday I can inspire to be as awesome as he is.

That aside, I passed my 1st test. Sadly I only got a 77 but I did better then I thought I would've. I felt prepared for the test but I was so nervous that I started to blank out during the test and of course that just adds to the "FREAKING OUT" thing. I'm hoping that since I'm semi-starting to be able to focus again that I'll do better on the next test. I'm already talking to my classmates about getting another study group together. I'm going to need help if I plan to stay afloat.

Haven't really done much this week. Just school and work. I did finish Army of Two 40th day but it was meh. The game was okay, I feel that there isn't any replay value and the camera angles get annoying at times. I think I died too many times due to shitty camera angles. The storyline was okay but I was expecting better dialog between Rios and Salem.

Which makes me wish more games were like "BulletStorm". Sure it was a shortgame and no replay value but I LOVED the banter between the characters. I spent so much time laughing at the jokes and the insults that I had to pause the game a few times to catch my breath. I'm probably just going to return Army of Two back to Gamestop.

Everyone keeps telling me that I need to get Borderlands 2 but honestly I don't have the time for a BIG GAME like that. I barely have time for League and i'm honestly considering joining the tournament league this year with a few friends. I feel that great teamwork and communication that we have, will make us rise to the top. It's always been one of my dreams to compete professional in either card games or a game. (Card games get super expensive though and the META seems to rule the shit out of tournament play. The uncreativity of tournament players bugs me).

But online games aren't expensive. League is free, I already have internet and I just got a new laptop for school so it all works out. Of course, I can't let it distract me from school though. That's #1 and I've been trying my best to stay on course

oh shit just got REAL

He's black, President and SUPERMAN!!

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Oct 4, 2012 - 03:20 AM

Fuck Obama and Romney

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1...bb9ho1_500.jpg

Lex Luthor is the best candidate for this country. He'll deal with any problem that comes his way.

Unemployment rate- death laser threats to company if they dont hire more.
Congressional spending - death laser threats if they don't stop spending
War on Drugs- Giant Robots to destroy the drug producers
Crime - Giant Robots to patrol the street and crush criminals
Education - More Giant Robots at school to force kids to learn or die

Everything can be solved by Lex and his Giant Robot/Death Lazer policies.

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Oct 3, 2012 - 05:05 PM

Alcohol Poisoning Anyone?

But I think we need to add a couple more things..

Drink when both candidate make a comment saying that they relate or understand the middle class or average American.

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Oct 2, 2012 - 02:24 PM

It makes sense.

So I talked to my therapist yesterday. Before I can even start to talk he tells me that he wants to talk to me about an "issue" he is noticing.

He says that I talk at a faster rate than most people and that the way that I "transition" ideas in a conversation... Well he says that my "transitions" are non-existence. He thinks that I might have ADD and he wants to test for it in our next session.

I told my girlfriend and a couple of my friends and no one seems to be surprised. I've been on medication for ADD in the past but I always figured that I was misdiagnosed. I was diagnosed with Bi-polar disorder but after a crapload of medication, I came to find out that it was wrong.

I was talking to Hayley about it and she mentioned that my depressed could even be linked to my ADD. Here's the link:

1. I want to go to school, finish and be a success in my life.
2. I can't seem to focus on my classes. I get upset about the fact that I can't seem to focus.
3. Since I can't focus, I get sad and scared that I'm going to fail.
4. I get sad about school and I automatically feel that I'm a failure at life.

I've noticed that alot of my depression seems to revolve around the idea of my "success" and my fear of failing because in most other aspects of my life I feel that I've got it on lockdown.

I've got a fulltime job that pays me $15 an hr (unforunately that's nothing in California inflation), Medical insurance, I've got an amazing girlfriend, a car, a home, money saved up in the bank, friends, I've gotten to travel the world, I've gotten to meet alot of interesting people, I've gotten to hangout/drink/smoke/etc with famous people like Dj Irene (she's a BITCH), Weaver, Tom-E, John Merki, etc.

The only aspect that I can think that I'm missing out on is my education. Well there are minor issues as well but that's the BIG issue that I've got on my mind.

I really hope that this is a solution for my problem. It's a vicious cycle because I get depressed at the fact that I've got all these things to be grateful about yet I still get so sad about stuff. Honestly, knowing this bit of information gives me new hope that everything is going to be okay. Knowing the possible cause of my depression is like the light shining through for the 1st time in forever.

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Oct 1, 2012 - 03:51 PM

What am I doing here??

I'm sitting in class right now and I'm not sure what the hell I'm doing here. I'm sitting my psychological Statics class and I've got this massive pit in my stomach that makes me feel like I'm out of place.

I know what I'm doing here. I'm taking a psych 9A on my way to get my AA (which I know that I don't need an AA but I already had most of my G.E. done and the classes that I need for my transfer would add up for the requirements for an AA) so then I can transfer to Dominguez Hills next fall but what am I really DOING? I feel like I'm 28, trying to fool other people into thinking that I'm trying to do something with my life but honestly, the only person I'm fooling is myself.

I can't do anything with a Psych AA, I can't even do anything with a psychology BA. I've already spoken with my career counselor and she's told me "Oh.. you're a psychology major. Yeah even with a masters most companies won't hire." I feel like I'm just throwing money at the school system.

I just wanted to help people. I want to be a therapist/counselor but I feel like it is an impossible mission because I've got 2 friends that have Psychology Masters and 1-2 years after they've graduated, they're still jobless in their field of study. I know that this is mostly just my depression talking but I also wish I would've just gone into a field of study that is USEFUL instead of something that I actually have an interest for.

Something like dental assistant or some technical career. I could've always just got into one of those fields, save up my money and go back to school for psychology later.

I'm sorry for the rant, I'm just trying really hard to not let my depression get to me and this is the only place where I post and not get hassled in person about it later.

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Sep 29, 2012 - 12:21 AM

I cant find my Final Fantasy Tactics

I was really in the mood to play it again but I cant find it.

I really hate when I lose shit. Especially stuff that is hard to find or cost money to replace. I cant seem to find my BoF3, Vagrant Story and StarOcean 2.

Im hoping my friends didnt borrow it without telling me. I dont mind loaning stuff out but freaking tell me 1st. Seriously its rude otherwise.

Hey didnt we have a game swap thing here?

Also didnt we have a karaoke thing as well?

Just wondering.

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Sep 27, 2012 - 10:38 PM

on instagram

So I figure that I dont wanna spam the shit out of this place with random photos but I guess I want to reconnect with the community. So I want to give access to yall to my instagram (well to follow it at least) and I will follow yours.

Furrytyrant is my sn.

Im planning on making a big post later but I dont want to post it from my phone. Im not a huge fan of touch screen and that Swipe stuff seems like a foreign language to me..

Ive been trying to do my part of posting now that the boards have been active. I mean, might as well take advantage of it now that more people are here.

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Sep 27, 2012 - 04:06 AM

AMERICA, FUCK YEAH!

PORNO!

Finally getting around to reading ”pride and prejudice and zombies”. They seem to have an obsession with ”balls”. Lol

So this semester isnt going too well. Well thats not true because we actually havent had any real assignments but I feel like im having troubke paying attention so I asked my friend thay has his masters in psych for help and he had the nerve to say ”if you pay me...”

If you pay me... Really? I can understand that from a random person but last time I checked friends are suppise to have each others back, right? When did friendship/favor become an issue of money. Honestly, im appalled by the fact he would say that and actually be serious it.

Especially since over a year ago, I loaned him $150 to pay for his cellphone bill. He still hasnt paid me back and I havent hassled him too much BC I know he has student loans and he just lost his job 6-7 months ago. I get it, he's on hardtimes but for him to even joke about it.

The worse part is there was 2 other people that said the samething. What happened to having someone`s back? Especially people that supposedly consider you a ”close friend”... im just bothered by it...

Am I in the wrong to be offended?

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Sep 17, 2012 - 04:16 PM

Suicide...

I honestly can't believe that Zeph took his own life.. I know that I didn't get to know him that well.. I only got to meet him when he came to cali but he had me laughing alot. He seems like a nice and cheerful guy... but I've come to notice that alot of the people that I've lost in my life have seemed like cheerful/happy people on the outside... Just to findout later that they weren't so happy.

It really makes me think alot of the people that I've lost in the last couple years...

Susanna.... my favorite little asian lesbian. I know we usually only partied together but I remember when we would get drunk together and you would flirt.. suchhhhh a cock tease because I knew weren't straight lol but I was always nice to hangout and laughing until the sun came up. We should've hungout more often..

CJ... I miss you. You were always so pretty and I love going Karaoke with you. God, It was crazy that I met you when you were dating Mike.. After you 2 broke up, I lost contact with you only to findout that you were the DJ at the new Karaoke bar down the street a few years later. You made karaoke fun being letting your personality shine through the mic.

TJ- I'm sorry that I got angry at you after you OD'd and died.. I was just so angry that you would die that way.. I Always figured "I can't tell him to stop but he's smart enough to know his limits..." I was angry at you and at myself for not putting my foot down...

Drew-- I know that you were my brother's friend originally.. I know that my brother turned his back on you...so you came to me to hangout. I'm sorry that I never took the time to actually hangout with you.. I was just in my own dark pit at the time and I just didn't take time to notice anything else.

As for anyone that is worried about me... going out this way. I know that I post some emotional stuff where I seem confused or sad or upset.. I'm getting help. I don't wanna go that way there and I also know the amount of pain that suicide creates for the people left behind. We are left thinking "What could we have done to help... Why didn't I notice... Why didn't they come talk to me.."

The "what ifs" can be the worst question that ever be stuck asking.. and I would never want to create that much pain to everyone that is close to me..

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Sep 15, 2012 - 03:05 AM

Red Dead Redemption

Finished playing the game a few weeks ago (finally) and I loved the game. Not just for the action but the dialog between the characters was classic. The whole game was amazing... The environment that they created, the storyline was interesting and honestly, I got such a good feel for who "John Marston" is. He's motivations, believes, etc

The game had it fun moments and its sad moments. I won't spoil it for the people that haven't played it but honestly, Rockstar did an amazing job on this game from start to finish. I didn't have my hopes up because I felt that "GTA4" was a let down so I figure that this was the direction that they were going but honestly, if they make another RDR type game, I would buy it as soon as it hit the shelves.

Well other then that.. I talked to a couple people about the way I've been feeling lately and they encourage me to talk to my therapist 1st and get his advice before going in asking "SHUT UP! TAKE MY MONEY AND GIVE ME DRUGS" lol. He might have some "medicated" solutions for me.

And just because.. I'm gonna post an old picture of myself with a new picture of myself
old (last year)

New (like 4 weeks ago)

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