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Dec 22, 2012 - 07:12 AM |
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What's with me and negative women... |
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So I've been having issues with Hayley. She keeps being so negative and I thought I could be hard on myself and negative but she's beating me right now. She says it's just the season but I'm bringing my mood down especially when I try to cheer her up and she just rejects all my ideas. It frustrates me and I've already voiced my thoughts on this.
Okay so a few years back she got arrested and was charged with a felony. Our friend Josh, left some adderall in her car and she got pulled over. So they charged her with possession of a prescription med without a prescription or something like that. She was let go and just had to do community service since it was 1 pill that they found but it's still on her record.
Well, 3 years later she hates her job and want to look for something different but everytime I bring up the idea of her looking for a job, she just brings up the felony. I get it, it's hard to get a job with that on her record but when I tell her, "have you looked into maybe getting it off your record?", her response is "No but I know that it's gonna cost alot of money that I don't have..."
She hasn't researched it. Not even the steps needed in order to solve this issue. She just defeats herself before she has a chance to fight. I"ve already bought this up but she gets all pissy about it when I bring it up.
I don't know I"m just getting frustrated because I came into this relationship thinking that I met someone that actually her shit down but she refuses to help herself. She's stated that she needs someone to hold her hand.
I don't want to babysit women anymore. I'm tired of that shit.
In other news, there's a new supervisor position open at work and I applied for it. It benefits me because the position is the graveyard supervisor position and since I already work grave, I know no one else will want it. I get a $1.30 increase in pay and I would keep the same schedule (basically, I come in at 8 instead of 630pm, it would be 8-430.)
The other supervisors were really surprised that I actually stepped up to take the spot. I still have to go through the interview process but I already know that I got the spot since I'm the only one applying for it. Feels like an empty victory but it's still a victory so i'll take it.
Also with coming in at a later time, it gives me something that I haven't had a long time and that's a social life. Most of the time, my friends are getting out of work at 530pm which is when I'm usually starting to get ready for work but with the later time, it gives me a chance to reconnect with them.
I'm just worried about school. With my work schedule being the way it is, I still need to find time to sleep and study so most likely that social time will end up going to sleeping anyways. Oh well, it was a nice thought while it lasted.
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