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03/23/06
Well, since today's experiment was supposed to be yestereday's experiment, well, WTF. Let's just move on and pretend that never happened.
::WilloftheUniverse::
Making two entries in a short span of time is a sure-fire way to make everyone know of you, or hate you so hard.
So, in other news, NOBODY NOTICES ME. Why am I so unkown around GFF? I try - I put myself out there. I joined Brent's RGB Sig/Av Chain, I even made the Wiki for it. And yet, I can go around GFF, safe that people will look at me and think, "I've seen the name, but where?" or, "Admiral Adama?" And WTF?! I'm CLEARLY not Edward James Olmos, I made a "Voices of GFF post" proving that it was impossible for me to BE Edward James Olmos, though I wish I could be as cool as he is in that role. As in, badass.
I will now complain, whine, and moan, and make use of as many fads as possible in a stupid way, all to simply whore attention. Look, this entry proves that the writer is awesome, because the entry is clearly cerebral when it makes use of such egregious, self-aware, self-actualized self-reference! And the word egregious, as well as three seperate uses of "self-" words, all leading to the same point individually! Intelliegence!
BACK TO THE ATTENTION WHORING
Seriously, I need to be more well-known on this site. And since I don't feel like being an active and articulate member, or stooping to the level of GFFaggotry to make myself known, I resort to extremely drawn-out referential humor in a sloppy, gimmicky schtick. IS THIS SHIT EVEN REAL. But, seriously. If I didn't want attention so bad, wouldn't I NOT be doing something lame, and proudly displaying it in a public place where people will read and be enlightened?
::everyone agress::
So, back to what I was saying, I have a pathological need for attention. Since all humans need to fit in, and many just accept that, and I have a desire to not be the mainstream, my brain hurts. Why even lie. I have an intense desire in both directions, and there's some cool phrase that describes when you have two conflicting ideas in your head, and I can't think of it at the moment, but I acutally just did, so I'll give it a proper greeting.
::fucongnativedissonance::
I just forgot it again. IS THAT EVEN RIGHT.
::fumemory::
::fuoverusedjokes::
I also have an Inferiority Complex, because I have this bizzare fear that if I accept even ONE COMPLIMENT FROM ANYBODY ON EARTH, my ego will suddenly explode and my head will be HUEG LIKE SASSBOX - no, seriously. It's an actual problem. What should I do, GFF ;___; I don't want to be so unhappy for the rest of my life ;___; Maybe you'll respond if I make crying faces a million times ;___; because they fill you with an immense sadness ;___; a depthless pity for me ;___; and my unimaginable plight ;___; HELP ME PLAESE ;________________;
The people that currently probably maybe know who I am are:
Lady Miyomi - Cool person, generally friendly, acknowledges that I exist.
Capo - My Black counterpart of the GFF RGB Chain. He's the Batman to my Superman.
Plarom - I have no idea why he knows me, he just does.
Scarletdeath - We talk on MSN sometimes. Because that's what cool people DO.
Tails - Answered all 10 of my Truth Hurts! Questions. I assume he remembers me.
THESE ANSWERS BASED ON ACTUAL SCIENCE.
I FORGET EVERYBODY ELSE.
Oops, shit, I just stopped caring.
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TODAY'S EXPERIMENT - Actually this time cry out for attention
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Results Pending.
So far: Good Enough.
Tomorrow's Experiment - The Obligatory Huge-as-shit Picture thread
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, and it looked absolutely AWESOME (sup Turbo and co), but then the asshats that lurk the dark places of the Internet had to come along and blow that all to Hell. I removed the dick that they'd drawn on, but then more came back, and it all descended into madness and chaos. WE MUST REBUILD.
In the jamming, I've also been developing my own style, usually revolving around cool things to do with my guitar. Acoustic guitar --> Tube Overdrive pedal --> Spider Line 6 Amp = Melodic feedback effects. Also, Acoustic -->Tube Overdrive --> Volume Pedal --> Amp set to Tape Echo (full), Tremolo (moderately light) = rolling waves of ambience. So very sweet.