Fat Force: Because we love Jelly Doughnuts too much.

Well, as much as I know people would hate on me for wanting to join the club, here's my membership application.

I've been depressed lately and some good healthy food and exercise should do me wonders.

MY GOALS: Be able to run 1 mile without stopping or panting in 2 weeks, stretch it to 2 miles in a month.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

okay, tried the running thing yesterday and was shocked to find how much wind I've lost in the years I've been rotting away in front of a computer.

This definitely needs a fixing.

How ya doing, buddy?

Going back on the topic of gyms, I also subscribe to a gym and don't go mainly because I feel so out of place there.

I feel so self-conscious about what I'm doing, how people are looking at me lifting weights, or whatever that it's just not comfortable going. Not to mention the gym's in totally wrong direction from my house to my work. I also feel BORED OUT OF MY MIND when I'm there.

Everytime I go to my gym I feel like I need to get a newer/spiffier iPod or better work-out clothes. Maybe there's other issues than just going that I need to just get over. =/

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

After being thoroughly frustrated at my own state of mind, I decided to go for a run on Thursday. Here I am on Saturday morning tethered with pain all up in my shins and my calves all because I went for a jog at a snail's pace around 2 blocks.

I need to get back up starting again. My long term goal is to be able to run 3 miles under 30 minutes with consistency.

How ya doing, buddy?