Suicide

Oooh, speaking of a big "fuck you"... so about a year ago really close friend of mine who relied a bit too much on me for emotional anchoring and I got into a misunderstanding. It lasted a few days, and the last time I talked to him, I tried to make peace, and we sort of did, but he told me that the last few days had been rough and he was going off campus to spend time with some family friends for the weekend. That Sunday I'd say he overestimated the waiting area on the train tracks by about three yards, but the suicide notes he left behind seemed to indicate otherwise. But get this - he wrote about seven or so personalized notes, giving no reasons but saying thanks for everything nonetheless. I wasn't included though. And these are people he would admitted having fallen out of touch with. What a guy.

Jam it back in, in the dark.