Don't know what to do.

So I don't know. I've honestly never felt more trapped by my own lack of motivation. It's not that I don't feel I can change and/or get out of the situation, but that I don't know what I should do or for what reason.

So up to speed. I got married (yes I think I did it too soon, too late now). Besides getting married, my job took a nosedive, I lost two cars, couldn't afford to live in Vegas anymore.

I spent a couple of years training to do automotive repair work, but the most anybody makes doing that is maybe 50,000 to 75,000 IF they're extremely lucky. (I was making 23,000) The market is failing, really, and it's extremely difficult. Not to mention you have to buy almost all your own tools. So I decided I didn't want to do it anymore.

Now I've moved back in with my folks in Idaho, with my wife, couldn't find any decent jobs, and am working night shift at an electronics manufacturing plant for little under 10 bucks.

So I figure I could go back to school, but having to work and support my ever needy/complainy wife, before I could achieve something usesul, I'd probably be 30. Then I'd probably be stuck paying off loans for another 10 years.

I like Idaho, but it's not the place I would think I'd want to end my days.

So, basically, I have nothing. No morale, no motivation, no money, and probably not that much time, either. And what makes it worse is that I'm stubborn and if I'm not aiming high, I don't want to aim at anything at all.

All this and I really don't know what the fuck I'm asking...any suggestions?

Edit: Saw Tawnee's thread and thought I was in Advice column. So I guess this could use a move.

Jam it back in, in the dark.