I ask for advice, dear GFF.

I never thought I would come to TQP and try to seek emotional guidance. But it seems that under the circumstances, I am forced to ask advice from people on an internet message board. -_-

So anyway, here's my situation:

There's this girl, we've known each other for about 4 years now. And during that time we've always (or most of the time) been classmates and groupmates in almost every subject we took. So basically we were like close buddies at school; we sit together, walk out of the classroom together, etc. And some(most) of my friends keep on asking if we're a couple, which of course is very flattering. The thing is, we barely talk to each other once outside school premises. And if we ever talk, it's usually school-related activity. We don't call each other, we don't go out (even as friends), we don't send txt messages to each other, no IM sessions, etc. But, when we're together, I feel like I'm a close friend of her or something. Like I'm the closest friend she has, but only at school. I think she knows I have a thing for her, but I know she doesn't have a thing for me. And I never actually made any "aggressive" actions. The last time I asked her out was about 2 years ago, and she declined. She also had 2 boyfriends while we were "together". Now she's single again, and we're still on the same "buddy" level. Now we're graduating, and there's a possibility that we won't be able to talk or even see each other after graduation. Should I just tell her everything I've kept inside all these years, or just retain the "OH UR MY FRIEND VEMP, THATS IT" relationship?

Also, she's more of a clubbing girl, the ones into fashion, house music, and shit. But she has this "normal" girl side too. I think. And I'm from the internet. Go figure.

(I can't believe I'm doing this shit.)

How ya doing, buddy?

Well thanks guys, I think I get the overall reaction.

RR's got a good point though. Me being from the internet. -_-

There's nowhere I can't reach.

I'm posting this from her PC.

-_-

We're that close. Sorta.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Alice has a point though, and I don't think we won't be seeing each other again. We're basically in the same city, so we might bump into each other in the future. So I guess it's ok. And there's txt messaging.

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

Damn, Alice has a point. We were together last night at a party, but before the party she let me hang out at her place so we can go the party together. I dunno what that meant, I'm not experienced with this shit. But I guess she's just treating me as one of her friends or something. We were even talking about her ex at one point. But as for "hints" I don't think she ever made any.

I was speaking idiomatically.

I moved on, about a year or two ago. It's all just coming back now. I'm sure it'll pass.

What kind of toxic man-thing is happening now?

Yeah, perhaps I should just clear it up with her, like "I like you, but I know you just want to be friends" or something like that. That way, even if I ask her out (again), she won't think I'm going for something more. 'Cause there are times that she likes to stick by me, and at times she kinda tries to avoid to be seen close to me, especially when there's a lot of people. That's what I think. Kinda. Maybe I'm wrong.

But Alice and Shorty are right, and I'll keep it as it is. Although, I'm thinking about niki's advice. Sounds like a good idea.

Thank you GFF, you've proven yourself worthy for another year's stay.

FELIPE NO