Trying to be happy

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Actually, in my opinion, you should do your hardest to live how nature was intended to. Live with a man.

That's an awesomely bad idea. Just imagine waking up every single day to realize that you are living a lie. If you think you are experiencing emotional/psychological turmoil now, try doing that for a few years and see how you feel. There are some things about you that you simply cannot change. They are who you are. You may be able to change your outward appearance to fool everyone else, but in reality you'll just be bullshitting yourself most of all.

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When I was 19, I dated this woman that told me was 27, which later turned out that she told me that she was 35,...I still love her because she was my first and I have a strong feeling for her.

It was your first time, and it sounds as though you are still not over it. Jumping into another relationship probably isn't the best idea right now. Rather than looking to find someone else, you should spend some time to find yourself. If you are afraid of your parents accepting you for who you are, chances are you are afraid of accepting yourself. Or, you just might have some very conservative parents.

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I've got nothing against gays

Sure, I understand. There's nothing wrong with gays except for the fact that they act gay. Makes perfect sense.

Jam it back in, in the dark.