tl;dr

Just get something to do, seems like you complain a lot about life in which it appears that you do not seem like a big participate in it, but rather a viewer of it. Go and do something thrilling like going out and finding a GF or other methods of killing time and money. If Erin isn't going to work with you, go out and find some other fish in the sea. Nothing is going to happen to you...you have to go and make stuff happen. UGH I hate being ambiguous.

(hope I wasn't being too forward)

How ya doing, buddy?

Pah you don't need a "relationship," that is so typical.

Get close friends, those are more ideal than "relationships"

Relationships only make your life feel like a living hell. Is that what you want? Just to raise hell for yourself?

There's nowhere I can't reach.

Originally Posted by The Dopefish

Boy we've got a lot of jilted people on this board, don't we?

I'd like to be in love for once, not just infatuated with someone. Making close friends is all well and good but I'd like to go through the motions of a relationship just to have it happen.

Love is such a fickle word, clearly misused and abused by our era. Love requires a mutual acceptance of both sides. Clearly love can never be gained (but infatuation easily) if the other side has no interest. If the other side has no interest in you, no matter how hard you try...you will never be able to procure this acceptance. Rather you would make the current relationship (friendship or whatever) worse.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Simple, making excuses for your current problems won't help anything. Simply accept your derelict state and do something out of the ordinary.

How ya doing, buddy?