Mar 3, 2006, 11:17 AM
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I am, as most are, pretty antisocial. With friends I get along brilliantly, it's just that if I don't know anyone (and they're all older than me) I start to get pretty nervous and agitated indeed. Sucks, really.. but I'm working on it.
I let my moods dictate what I do far too often. There have been more than a few occasions where, if I had decided to stop being angry, I would have been able to do stuff I ended up kicking myself later for not doing. The worst part is the fact that I realize that, I could just say "yeah" and end up enjoying myself, but noooooooooo. I AM ANGRY AND I AM GOING TO STAY ANGRY AND NOT ENJOY MYSELF. Aaaarg.
I am also very, very short on self-belief/self-confidence. I'm always "no, I can't do this", "no, I can't do that", etc etc. This takes top priority in terms of trying to "fix myself".. I really do need at least some belief in myself.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
Last edited by Schadenfreude; Mar 3, 2006 at 11:19 AM.
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