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You can't support your family, you can't help your brother - so you're left to help yourself. I think the first thing you have to get straight is the fact that you cannot help anyone as they are now, and to move on from that.
Liberation before action.
As for a job, living out in the middle of fuck and damn is a bit of a problem if you lack a car or a license. I'd suggest having your mom take you out to get some time in and then go for a license. The moment you do that - you're mobile. As for a job, I'd suggest going to work for your town - I did Parks And Rec for a while and though the job was tough and run by a bunch of cocksuckers, it paid the bills. Towns are always looking for people to do shit like mow lawns and ... other non-degree things.
Yeah, your situation is complete fucking shit - but it'll stay that way if you want it to. You sound like you want to do something about it - so do it, man.
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I have to say I agree with you.
Dude, it seems you've been living your life up until this point for other people ( your family, your brother) But if you really want to look out for those people, you've got to get your own life grounded first. Start on the most important, and work your way up. You need a car, and to get one, you need your license. After your gotten over that hurdle, you need a cheap car to get yourself around. If you look in the paper, your bound to come across one for a few hundred bucks. Ive got an old Chevette from the 70's and she runs like a champ. One you've got a car, you can get to town and get some work, and so on and so forth. Once you start taking control of your life, I believe your self confidence will rise, as you'll feel as you are acomplishing something with yourself. Good luck bro.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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