May 30, 2006, 10:06 PM
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Face myself. That's what I do, when my best best friend betrayed me, the only thing I thought was to get her out of my head.
But every time I declined her thoughts in my head, the picture lasted longer, the debris of her memoirs felt stronger and even bigger. Denial didn't work and distracting myself only worked for awhile, while my friendship with her had lasted 8 years long.
So the best way for me is to be patient with myself. I forgave her, and did not forbid myself from thinking anything related to her, but also, I planted down that I and She are no longer best friends. Whatever she did, I knew and I let it go.
Later, her piece gets smaller in my mind... and I'm used to it...
This probably is harder than it sounds... and it already sounds complicated. But it's really easy thou takes time, try to accept yourself without the present being of that someone that had gone... It works best than everything else...
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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