How do you move on after so long.

I would have to say that the most important thing to do with your life right now is finish up your education or do something about it. While boys and other things may come and go, an education is imperative in this day and age to get a job, make money and survive.

Do not wait til your boyfriend calls you back and look for something else in your life. Maybe doing some community service would make you feel better just about your situation in general. Just from what I read, it feels like you have been disconnected from the real world for a while. It would probably be a good idea to stay away from things like drinking, drugs and sex and get involved with other people who aren't part of that crowd.

You can't change the past but you can change your future. You know things are messed up now, but you can still do something about it. Trying to fix things now, when it is not neccessarily too late, can dramatically improve your life.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by How Unfortunate

Priority #1, right there. Find out.


Any chance of moving back in with your folks for awhile? You sound like you need the support, and they can take care of the rent while you get your act together.

WHOA! How did I miss that. That's definitely the top priority.

There's nowhere I can't reach.