Theoretical Suicide

i told u i was hardcore

But really, if it were to ever happen to me, I wouldn't want it to be anything so gruesome that whoever finds me will lives with the shock of the death forever (though seeing anyone dead inevitably leads to some permanent shock). As bad as it may sound making myself out to be a liar, I would want it to look like an accident. In committing suicide, many people look at it as an escape, and those left behind will be left to contemplate the reasoning behind the death. In the end, someone will feel guilt and blame, even if you didn't intend for it to happen. Why put more grief on the already troubled?

Pain isn't an obstacle as long as the duration isn't prolonged. As long as the death was close enough to civilization that my body was found quick but not so close as to put another into danger, and it wasn't performing an activity that could cause activists to go crazy (some GTA nut if I was speeding) then I think that would be a good end.

Jam it back in, in the dark.