What GFF is to you.

To me being a member of the site for almost two years have taught me a lot of things. This forum is definetely one of the few places that I actually enjoy what people have to say about various topics. This forum is practically the only I visit on a constant basis because the other forum I'm involved with is just a bunch of people acting stupid and chlidish for no apparent reason.

I'll be completely honest, I am absolutely intimidated by some of the people on this site and the amount of knowledge they show toward certain things. I've been here for almost two years and I'm only a level 11.

Its just I don't feel comfortable with sharing my opinions toward certain things because I've seen people on this site share the same opinions that I have and as a result get torn down and belittled so bad by some of the other senior members of the site. I guess in a way I'm a coward when it comes to posting how I truly feel about certain perspectives and toward certain people.

I act on this site honestly in a way I act in my own life. Always observing and never really partaking in anything out of life. Its only been recently that I've tried to get involved with a few more forum activites. I'm not really much of a computer expert and I've had the same avatar I've had since I first joined the site. Besides my fiance I only really got one good friend out of this site.

I would really like to become a better or more noticeable member but I don't have the sharp sarcastic humor that many of the members have. I personally think i got a few enemies on this site that got a big target on my back. I don't really know what I can do to become a better member. I'll always try to be a better member and I don't really see myself leaving this forum anytime. I just enjoy the forum because it gives me a constant form of entertainment and its one of the few things I look forward to when I move away to work in Alberta for three months at a time. Being a part of this community really has helped me make my time working up here that much easier.

To me that I've always looked at this forum realizing that as much as I may disagree with some people deep down I'm not going to hold it against anybody. We're all our own individual human beings and no matter how you might act I'll always respect you nonetheless. Its probably the reason why I try not to flame or troll anybody in this community at least to the best of my knowledge.

Above anything else, a lot of people are just very enjoyable to listen to and with all the intelligent discussions I have definetely learned quite a lot and hopefully one of those days My fiance and I will be able to get involved with one of the GFF meets in 2009.

Jam it back in, in the dark.