First love? Loool ;'( I've had a few crushes, to be honest, but I'd hardly qualify those as "first loves". High school? I got to go there since my mother worked there. Nice private academy, but the girls were 99% spoiled rotten. I couldn't stand a single one of them.
College? About 3 years of that, I spent working a lot alongside my studies (which were also pretty fucking crazy by themselves). A couple girls expressed interest in me (a few I found out about later. A few had pretty mad crushes on me but I'm too fuckin' dense to spot them), but I'd end up not noticing or they'd lose interest because I was always moving a hundred miles an hour.
I don't consider myself hideous (maybe I'm in denial

) or a social leper (lol i have internet buddies). I just chalk it up to never having my head in the game or being in the wrong place and the wrong time.[/excuses]
Jam it back in, in the dark.