It's hard to say of what I believe truly, since I'm not "walking the walk". But I believe in the Christian faith. This is not to say that I'm a saint or anything, but I do attempt to follow Jesus' teachings, just not with very good results, heh.
Just if anyone is curious, I was raised in a Christian home, and did all the little "churchie" things throughout the week, but as of late, I feel pretty dormant about my faith.
|
Originally Posted by Fyodor D.
Oh yeah, as a little addendum. God is real, alive, and active. I just have trouble seeing that in my personal life. I DEFINITELY see it done in other people's lives, which is totally awesome, and part of the reason for the perpetuation of my faith.
|
I'm almost in the same boat, however, it seems that I'm going to Sunday church services for the sake of it, perhaps to get some brownie points with God. However, once Monday hits, I'm back to my old self. I know that God's watching me going in a out doing my daily business, but there's just no connection. I do believe Jesus died for everyone's sins and that He is resurrected and that those who call upon him will be saved, however, there's this thought in the back of my head constantly asking if I'm slipping away doing "secular" activities and not reading the Bible/praying/worshipping and the likes.
Basically, yes I want to be accepted by God into his Kingdom, but at the same time I'm not really motivated or "on fire" to do His will. The soul is yearning, but the flesh is weak.
There's been quite a few questions bothering me with the whole Christian relationship thing. I guess I'll save those for later though.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
85242
35212
