Was that really me?

I tend to be the one who openly tells jokes and whatnot. I'm usually a very extroverted person. It just so happens that i have very few friends who are true introverts, many of which are funnier than me, or tend to know what to say more often or what have you, so despite the fact that i'm usually the one who will go out of his way to meet people and whatnot, i tend not to, because someone else has already done it.

This in turn almost pushes me back, so i tend to become a bit of an introvert against my will. Not that i can't talk to people and make them laugh, or how ever it is i'm trying to affect them, it's just that i'm not the centre of attention, as i often would like to be.

Looking at this i've learned that alot of how you act, despite who you are personality wise, is dependant on the people around you. If i'm in a room full of people that i've never met before, and they're in the same situation, i can find myself beside the other "comedians" in the room, joking, laughing, and talking with just about anyone, and going out of my way to get to know people and such.

In order to find answers to your question (you're looking for an answer right?) it's sort of imperative to look at who you normally hang out with, and compare your personality to other people's, what was different that night about the people you were with, where you were, etc...

Also the case may be that you're the type of person that you described as you normally being, but you were "on" that night. That happens to many people i know.

I would also say that the fact you were with the two girls you liked played a huge role in that. That alone can have a huge effect on how i act.

yeah.... i talk too much

EDITED: because i need a bigger vocabulary

How ya doing, buddy?