Jun 19, 2008, 05:32 AM
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I think the saying is something like, "Thank god there's starch in your shirt or there'd be nothing holding you up." I am a complete pushover and far too eager to impress and please people, to the point where I deny aspects of myself to make it so. Maybe that's me. What a conundrum. I'm working on just being myself, but it's very difficult when you're afraid people will hate you for the tiniest deviation from their own norms.
It's not so much of an issue with people who I've known for a good while, but when I'm meeting people for the first time I keep my mouth shut when I disagree or have something different to say because I'm that afraid of being hated. The irony of this being that I believe people generally dislike me anyway, so there isn't much point in it.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
Last edited by Bernard Black; Jun 19, 2008 at 05:35 AM.
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Bernard Black