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You're using the word schizophrenia, but do you really know what it means?
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I was about to ask if he knew what it meant myself. I know someone who has this illness and I can tell you that it seems very unlikely that you have it*.
Think about your current situation. You said in your yahoo post that you don't speak the language, which must be daunting. It may be that which is keeping you in the house. It sounds more like an anxiety disorder to me (*although I wouldn't swear by it; what do I know? I'm no doctor) especially if you are actually experiencing
panic attacks as well as your hypochondria and general anxieties. A trip to the doctor wouldn't hurt.
Jam it back in, in the dark.