God damn spiders

I can't stand them. I almost NEVER remember my dreams but the last dream I remember having was one where there was this massive spider with an abdomen the size of my fist in the corner of my dining room.

I have this fascination/hate thing with spiders. I like to look at them and watch them, but I sure as hell don't want them on me, or coming towards me.

But anyway I got real close to that one in my dream then just got petrified and scared shitless, so that I was totally paralyzed. The fear of it jumping on my face made me not be able to move. I woke up with those same feelings, and can still remember them vividly, kind of weird. But oh well.

The ones that REALLY bother me are the ones with spherical abdomens, and I'm not sure why. they just gross me out. things like tarantulas/wolf spiders aren't as bad, although I still don't like them.

How ya doing, buddy?