I'm really not sure. So insecure I am in this respect that I'd like it if someone forced my destiny upon me.
I don't feel like I'm wasting my life, nor is there anything particularly wrong with what I'm doing right now (working and studying) -- it's that I wish that I had a higher purpose. Something burning inside of me, something to live for, something to die for.
... and this is the part where we write crappy movie dialogue
I wish I had a purpose, that's all. A lot of you are lying to yourselves, getting occupied with small things that don't mean a whole lot in the long run. It's what I'm doing now but at least I'm not lying to myself.
How ya doing, buddy?