Worst Nightmare!

I've had two dreams that have specifically fucked me up big time.

My worst nightmare, if you will, was a very quick dream, only a few seconds. Basically, I was on a plane, and suddenly, it went shooting straight down into the Earth, and the whole place was enveloped in a white light. I woke up, shooting straight up into a sitting position. It's not a very scary-sounding dream on its own, but I can't tell you how surreal the whole thing was. It was by far the most surreal dream I've ever had, and because of that, it was one of my worst.

The other dream that fucked me up big time was not even a bad dream, it was actually one of the best dreams I've ever had. I was going through a rough period of female drama. Being alone, liking the wrong girls, and having no prospects was depressing as fuck for a guy like me.

One night, I had a dream where I had an extremely nurturing and caring girlfriend who was completely in love with me. It was euphoric. I don't remember much else other than this girl being like a god damn goddess, who looked strikingly similar to this cutie in my English class who I was ogling over.

I woke up and immediately felt depressed that the dream wasn't real. I spent literally 2 weeks haunted by that dream. I was distraught over how shitty my life was, how it was nothing like I wanted it to be, and that it was nobody's fault but mine. It was crippling, and even more depressing that I let it affect me so much. A fucking dream, for chrissakes!

Interesting post-script to that dream. About 2 weeks after the dream, I met this girl who would become my nurturing, caring, and extremely in love with me girlfriend. Unfortunately, she was batshit insane. That's a different story though.

Jam it back in, in the dark.