What should I do? Or should I do nothing?

At the beginning of last weekend I had an encounter with a close friend of mine. I mentioned a little bit of it in my journal which I'll quote because its late and I'm to lazy to write it over again.

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One of my friends came to visit me for Easter Weekend and is staying with me till Monday. Me and him have been friends for a very long time and I have to admit I always have felt something a little more for him but I didn't want it to threaten the friendship. So yesterday I get home from work, take a shower, and sit down to watch a movie with him and he gives me a shoulder massage because I was sore from work. Later on in the movie we're poking fun at eachother and we get into a little wrestling match and one thing lead to another and we ended up kissing...a lot. Now I'm a little confused as to where this is leading, or if anything will come of it. We've been avoiding the subject all day but it hasn't really felt awkward like I thought it would. I'm just hoping this weekend doesn't end in disaster.

Over the course of the weekend we ended up kissing and making out again several times but I was always to chicken to bring it up and talk about it and I could tell that he wanted to. I think since we've been friends for so long we are just afraid to approach it though I know he feels something for me from the way that he looks at me and even if he didn't care about me in that fashion I doubt that he would use me for affection like this. Now that I write it all out it seems like such a juvenille problem something I should be old enough to handle on my own but still I'm afraid of loosing him as a friend.

Any input at all would be greatly appreciated.

How ya doing, buddy?

The reason I'm so timid about it is because the last relationship I was in which lasted a while turned into a bad one and then turned into a nightmare and I ended up getting hurt pretty bad emotionally though I don't like to admit it. But still I guess I shouldn't let that hold me back, its been almost a year and a half since that last one.

How ya doing, buddy?

Thanks for all the input, I would have replied to all of these sooner but I no longer have internet access at home. Me and him have talked about it a little but it still is a little awkward. Though our relationships still goes on undefined we have take a few more steps. It probably would have been worked out by now if I didn't have work, finals to study for, and am still in the midst of moving. But I plan on sitting down with him and having a talk tonight when he comes over. I'll write ya back tomorrow and tell you how it goes. And thank you for all your advice.

How ya doing, buddy?

Woot! Isha has a boyfriend ^_^. We had agreed on that we should slow down a bit, but everything seems to be goin good.

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