I hate people.

You gotta love yourself before you love others

in my point of view, I don't think you're comfortable with being yourself or that you're afraid to actually be yourself. I could be wrong... and the way you think so negatively but also try so hard to reach out and help those around you... how about you try being selfish? Cuz from the things you told us... it seems like you're doing more for other's than you are doing for yourself.

Do something for yourself instead of others. You devote so much time to other people that you don't get enough time for yourself. And remember: You gotta love yourself before you love others.

Jam it back in, in the dark.