My [real] Angst [hueg liek xbox]

You can't support your family, you can't help your brother - so you're left to help yourself. I think the first thing you have to get straight is the fact that you cannot help anyone as they are now, and to move on from that.

Liberation before action.

As for a job, living out in the middle of fuck and damn is a bit of a problem if you lack a car or a license. I'd suggest having your mom take you out to get some time in and then go for a license. The moment you do that - you're mobile. As for a job, I'd suggest going to work for your town - I did Parks And Rec for a while and though the job was tough and run by a bunch of cocksuckers, it paid the bills. Towns are always looking for people to do shit like mow lawns and ... other non-degree things.

Yeah, your situation is complete fucking shit - but it'll stay that way if you want it to. You sound like you want to do something about it - so do it, man.

Jam it back in, in the dark.