How do you handle your pastlife?

There are loads of little things I look back on and think "what the fuck" and other things I look back on and realise that it only made me stronger. I don't tend to hold grudges, but then again no one has done anything that bad to me yet for me to hold a grudge.

I think the only thing I look back on and it still gets to me would be the death of my best friend. Sometimes I think "if only.." but I realise that what happened has happened and when I look back I should focus on the memories instead of letting her death cloud all the good times we had.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Originally Posted by eriol

Actually I feel the same with you. Sometimes I remember the memory of my Grandmother who passed out 6 days before my birthday. I love her so much that I always cry if I keep remembering her. You may say I'm weak, but I just couldnt help it.

It's not weak at all, I still cry sometimes it's just a release of emotion. When you care about someone so much, and lose them it can take years for it to be less painful and crying is just apart of the healing process - no matter how long that is.

There's nowhere I can't reach.