Nobody could ever love the real me

Sorry, I couldn't read anything but the first post (I'm very, VERY tired and need some sleep, I can't focus my sight and I see blurry letters), but I can tell that you are focusing too much on your bad habits. As you have bad habits, you surely have some good ones and you shouldn't discard them. Also, I'm completely sure you are not always like that. I mean, there must be times when you can stay away from your computer and not even think about it, or times when you get really excited about. As people over here would say: "Estas creando una tormenta de un vaso de agua" (you're creating a storm from a glass of water).

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