I can't dance, going to clubbing

So yeah
I need the fastest lightning course the internet has ever seen on how to dance at clubs as I'm going with some girls this saturday.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Nice tips
Thanks. More tips please

There's nowhere I can't reach.

Hmm....interesting tips...
Its a club near Long Island and its owned by some basketball player I think.
I have to dress nice.

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Change of plans!
We went eating at a restaurant/pub at the beach instead. The clubbing was moved to next week.

Anyways, on our way home, I asked one of the girl if I could follow her home. She said yes and it ended up with us two sleeping on her bed (not sexually, just cuddling and holding). It was late and we were both tired. She said I could hold her so I did that and we stayed on the bed a few hours. Talked a little bit and took small naps.
Around 5.30 AM she woke up from her little nap and I told her I had to go home. I asked if I could have a kiss and then she said maybe another time. What's going on? :aargh:

I know from her friends that she likes me (she has also told me that directly) and we have even talked about marriage in a few years. Jokes most of the times of course... still...
It's ok to hold her against me, touching her arms, legs, butt, but no kiss?


Something tells me it's because she just woke up, but I could be wrong... any ideas?

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

bat her...?

I was speaking idiomatically.

Hmmm...
We went to the cinemas today and saw a movie.
She told me that I was too young for her (I'm 25 and she's 27).

Am I doomed or is it a way to convince her?
I need help desperately... I really want to be with her. Being with her makes me really happy inside and I haven't had this feeling for a very long time...

What kind of toxic man-thing is happening now?

I've been living under a box and studying for the past 9 years...

FELIPE NO

Next time is tomorrow...
We're going to the carnival with her cousins. my aunt and some of her friends.
Any suggestions on how to get a moment with her? It's going to be hard as her little cousins likes me a lot. They tend to jump on me and hug me whenever I'm around with her.

What, you don't want my bikini-clad body?

What's the best thing to do?
Try to avoid all kinds of contact with her at the carnival and hope for that she wants me back aka acting hard to get

or

try to convince her of wanting me back?

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Alright, I'll go to the carnival with her and play with her cousins as if we just met.

How ya doing, buddy?

I don't understand the age thing either...
She did mention one thing when I asked her about dating younger guys.

"Young guys wants something different, you know what I mean?"
I said no and then she tried to explain but couldn't.

We need to break the unwritten society law that says that girls only date older guys...

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

Well, the carnaval was interesting and fun.
I focused on helping and watching her cousins, making sure they had fun. I always tried to walk behind/in front with the kids instead of walking beside her. Sometimes she came up to me and started to talk. During the rides, she always made sure the kids had a partner first, ending with she and me riding at the back. During breaks to eat/drink, she pointed at the space beside her so that I could sit next to her. I did that too one time when she was standing.

But I think all of these signals are just because she was trying to be nice.
Also, I won this gigantic puppy that I gave to her

Hmmm, what else...
I got her cousins drinks, gifts, money to play games. I even carried one of the little girls to the parking space at the end of the day.


Here's the interesting part:
She drove me home and right before I was going to get out of the car, she touched my arm and looked at me. It was a few seconds glare (her cousins was sitting in the back), so I kinda just looked into her eyes too... Then I just went out of the car.
We're still going to go out (she told me she was going to mail me, so it's going to be today or saturday).

I still think all of these signals are out of kindness and friendship...

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

I forgot to mention that this is the like the 3rd or 4th time I've given my shirt to her cousins because they were cold. She has also borrowed my shirt twice.
Some of the times I asked them, sometimes they just took my shirt.

How ya doing, buddy?

She wants to go to the beach tomorrow and watch the sunset...
I want to give her a little present or something when I meet her tomorrow. Any suggestions?

What kind of toxic man-thing is happening now?

Change of plans guys.
She was busy today, so she asked if we could go to the beach tomorrow instead. I said yes.
But I'm going to San Diego Zoo first, before I meet her tomorrow. Would it be a good idea to get her a little gift from the zoo? I really don't know what they sell in there besides stuffed animals and t-shirts.

FELIPE NO

Hmmm...
Sorry about that then. But she does know that I'm going to the zoo. In fact, she were going to go too, but something came up. I just figured it would be nice to bring her something nice and little back from the zoo.

What, you don't want my bikini-clad body?

An unexpected person came with us yesterday.
Her little girl cousin that I carried to the parking space a few days ago at the carnival. She had been crying or something, so that's why she came with us.
I don't know if it's true or just because she's not feeling safe with me.

I think I'm giving up on her. I do like her and all that, but something tells me that this is not going to work out. It's also taking too much time, something I don't have.
She promised that I would see her again another time, but I don't think that will happen.
I'm not going to e-mail her and remind her because I don't want to sound needy. I believe that if she really wants to see me again, she'll make contact.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Because I'm only here on vacation... and I'm leaving soon... july 28

There's nowhere I can't reach.

But I'm going to move here soon...
I can wait for her, but I'm not sure if she can...

This thing is sticky, and I don't like it. I don't appreciate it.

We're still going to the theatres with her cousins on thursday.

I am a dolphin, do you want me on your body?

"You, me and Dupree", I think... It's still undecided.
Anyways, last night she asked if I wanted to go out with her before the cinema on thursday (which is later today).

I don't know where to go yet, have to mail her later...

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