Was that really me?

Last thursday, I was someone else. I was hilarious and was comfortable with myself. And then suddenly, I was with the two girls I like in the same room together. One left and then I fooled around with her, something I would never do.

It started, oddly, when I made a joke and everyone laughed. The feeling make my stomach feel weird... like an adrenaline rush. And the whole day, I was like that - I was funny as hell.

And now, I'm back to normal - lame and boring. =/

What happened to me? Has anyone experienced this... and how would I experience it again other than making another joke since I'm usually dull as hell & was one of a kind thing.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

Hah! Yes, I remember reading that in your journal. And I hope you're right... if I am able to be like that pernamently, able to find that "me"... If not, I will be a very very depressed little boy.

And Face, I got one of the girls to like me by playing the piano... she randomly stepped in and we started conversing for about 40 mins. I was playing X-2 PC - Seals of the Wind. Play that, and you'll be fucking girls in due time!

Btw, when you were your alter-ego, did you have thier odd feeling in your gut?

There's nowhere I can't reach.

My bad, I meant Wind Crest - Three Tails... how could I mix that out? Psh.

That day, I woke up more alert than usual... I had a broader perspective... I could actually think, which is a rare occasion.

And Helloween, I was with this hilarious friend of mine which I always nod and laugh when he tells a joke. But that Thursday, I could actually think of something hilarious and we laughed for 40 minutes. Or it could be the fact that we were watching Black History Month Assembly -- oh the potential racist jokes. XD But I wasn't with the usual people I usually hang out with though, which could have definatley made me felt different as I'm usually the quiet one in the group.

And I doubt the fact that I was with the two girls initiated it. I was already my "other" self... and then I invited one of them in the Auditorium with me (the one that likes me walked in on her own).

I miss Thursday... best day ever. =(

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No, I'm sure I was already my other-self before I was with the two girls. If I was myself, I doubt I would be with them in the first place. But nice to see you, James.

And I know what butterflies in the stomach feels like. That wasn't it. As if my adrenaline-gland was rushing like mad - making me think faster etc... I could literally feel my brain at ease and it felt odd, but nice. =/

How ya doing, buddy?