I suck at talking to people

Yeah. I'm in this situation too, well, most of the time if that makes any sense. Usually, I'm brain dead. A brick wall seems more vibrant than me. If someone starts a conversation with me or comments on something of mine, I'd just laugh or smile and turn away. Sometimes I'd pretend I'm busy so people wouldn't bother me. This was a constant problem for me since Grade 9 up until Grade 12, where somehow I broke out of it. I love music so I'd play on the piano in the auditorium, and luckily, some cute girls would come in. I don't know, when I'm on the piano, it feels like I'm a different person. Some weird instinct kicks in and I'm able to talk freely with them. Piano must be some crazy confidence booster. I'd play them romantic Final Fantasy music (that's basically all I got) And SOMEHOW, they even liked me (I went out with 3 of the girls I met from the piano). Obviously, the relationships didn't go so well because the boring me kicks in. I even think that I have multiple personalities.

Also, I was in a drama production where I played the piano. And again, I met at least 8 girls. And for the whole duration of the drama rehearsals, I was talking/joking with them. (One of the girls tried to make out with me a few weeks back, meh). (You can tell, I don't meet that many girls -___-)

So basically, find your strength. Find something that can boost your confidence. Anything. Maybe you have a lucky underwear?

If only I had a portable piano...

Jam it back in, in the dark.