Bored of her already?

No. It's not her that's boring. It's me.

Everytime I meet a girl, I'm some-what outgoing. And then they sometimes like me. And sometimes, I even go out with them. o_O My last relationship died because I simply had nothing to say. I couldn't say anything, I was... more or less a zombie. I just nod and fake laugh at her conversation... and then die out.

I met this new girl and we've been talking for months. And we recently found out we like eachother -- we hold hands, and sit on eachother etc... But now, it's happening again. I'm losing touch with myself. I don't even know who I am. I feel like burrying myself in a hole and just giving up.

And to add to the complications, my ex and her were good friends. We hung around eachother. >.> And my ex is a little pissed... but isn't showing it. (She told her friends).

._.

Is this common? Or am I one fucked up little asian kid?

Jam it back in, in the dark.