NY's out

So here I'm thinkin, yay I'm goin to New York, it's gonna be awesome and exciting and full of life but then there was this pause and I think I may have been a tad impulsive in the whole wanting to go but not having a plan thing. I figure it's great to have the wing it attitude which is excellent but when you might have ppl going with you who don't have the same level of carefree spunk and you start to sit down and get responsible it just ended up being a case of not having enough cash. And the thing with NY is who cares if you have money, it'll rock without it but if you need a hotel or going to different parts well it never crossed my mind to think about that.

So NY got cancelled but not forever, just for now. I don't believe I'd want to go on my own anyway. I'd want to be with ppl and dance the night away, maybe have a moment of being a goth style go-go girl. Wear the booty outfits.

That's fantasy for ya. Gotta love all that imagination.

Jam it back in, in the dark.