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I understand you as I am like that myself, but my impression is that the field you chose may require a lot of ass kissing and fake friendships to advance. That goes for every artistic domains on a level that varies depending on centralization and money involved. =/

Well, there is the independent film circles, but it looks kinda closed itself if you're not willing to do artsy abstract films with lots of fucked up teenagers doing drugs and having sex.

Jam it back in, in the dark.