Don't know what to do.

Sass is right about everything but the booze. I don't know what your debt situation is like but you need money to invest in a better place to live etc. Bank as much as you can. Booze is expensive. I don't think it's unreasonable to be able to start a life on 7k. This is just a few months of work with no expenses.

Maybe you should chart out a timeline of where you want your finances to be compared to reasonable living expenses. That way you're working toward something.

Finally the "do what you love <3" crowd needs to shut the hell up. You do what pays you enough to improve your life. You choose to enjoy what you're doing because it makes life easier. If you don't enjoy it, do it anyway because otherwise you'll never make independence.

I would add that having "make more money" as an interim goal while you figure yourself out has worked for me.

Jam it back in, in the dark.