Do I have schizophrenia?

You're using the word schizophrenia, but do you really know what it means? I have a former friend from high school who was diagnosed with schizophrenia, and they had to institutionalize her. It's not a joke, and it's nothing like in the movies. You basically can't function properly with schizophrenia unless you're medicated, and the risk that you stop your own medication is very high because of the nature of the problem.

Also, panic attacks? Do you mean you're panicking, or are you having actual panic attacks? Panic attacks are adrenalin shots, heart-rate shifts, often involve passing out, and can even kill you if no one finds you. They're pretty serious business and if you have one, you are "automatically" sent to a shrink.

Anyway, Sass made an excellent point--go see a doctor about your problems. Also, I believe therapy could really help you. I don't think you're "totally fine" and I don't want to downplay your problems at all, but I really doubt you're schizophrenic. A psychiatrist could help you find and fix those problems.

How ya doing, buddy?

Originally Posted by SuperNova

Partially true. Basically in a panic attack your body is illiciting it's fight or flight response with no true reason behind it. Might kill you if you have a dodgy ticker to begin with, but usually don't leave you dead. I've had 'em before pretty bad, I wouldn't say I was gonna die. Worst that happened is I rolled up in a ball and cried. (SHUT UP! NOT FUNNY! ;_; )

Ah, that sounds like it makes sense. Well, my dad had one and he did pass out, but perhaps it changes from person to person? But he does have a bad heart* so maybe that's why they were treating it like it was a life-threatening situation. I was young when he got it, so I may remember it badly (plus, media misinformation and all), so thanks for the explanation. Anyway, they're serious shit, no doubt.

* (Correction--had a bad heart, he's gotten it fixed and is actually super healthy now.)

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