Stupid monkey!

Member 28

Level 31.10

Mar 2006

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Jul 12, 2007, 08:35 PM
Local time: Jul 13, 2007, 03:35 AM
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I'm actually not comfortable with my body at all, though generally I hide that fact from people. Nobody wants to hear you complain about your body, it's obnoxious at best!
But since this topic's here... Yeah, I'm super self-conscious about my body. I'm 6'2 and 130lbs, so I am pretty much way too skinny, like scary thin. I eat like crazy (seriously, I eat double what a normal person would eat) and try to build body mass but it seems like this is built into my genes, since my parents were both sticks in their youth as well.
I also dislike my hair. When I was a teenager I would bleach it and style it and colour it (I've had it in just about every colour), I would grow it long and then have short spiky hair, but nothing seemed to look right. To make matters worse I started getting a receding hairline when I turned about 20 (maybe due to all the bleaching and fiddling). The recess seems to have stopped but most of the damage is already done.
There are lots of other little things (ugly scars, gross veins, weird toenails...), but those two are the major issues! I gotta see it feels pretty good to write 'em down though, I've never really done that.
Jam it back in, in the dark.
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