High School Drop Out

I'm going to be dropping out after this year. It's taken me failing 10th grade three years (in my fourth year of 10th right now) for my mother to believe that I really can not force myself to do work I don't want to. I'm going to get my GED, go to community college for two years, and then transfer to a university for either music (performance or composition, not sure yet) or English.

I don't know what my problem is.

Jam it back in, in the dark.

I'd kill myself before I depended upon others to support me.

I held a part-time job for more than a year, until the store I worked at was shut down. I read constantly and spend 5-6 hours a day practicing guitar and studying music theory. I can put forth effort if I'm being paid, if others' jobs depend, to some extent, on my performance, or if I love what I'm doing.

There really is no good reason why I couldn't have made things easier on myself and passed high school, but I'm going to do what I can to try and procure a respectable life for myself.

There's nowhere I can't reach.